rain makes corn, corn makes wiskey

so far today freaking sucks. i love the rain when i wanna lay around and watch movies all day...but it sucks when i actually have to go out and do stuff... i guess i can be an optimist or a pessimist so all i have to say is on the bright side this rain is going to make so much corn, which in turn will make so much whiskey. 

on another more whiny note, it sucks to be in the situation im currently in after 4 long years....i dont know what to make of it so all ive done is pray. But honestly today is one of those days i wish everything was normal and i could just snuggle with him on the couch.... but its not, so i have to suck it up and be sad for awhile and see where God takes me.  
♫ I'll be by your side, when all hope has died
I will still be around oh and I, I'm still on your side
When everything's wrong, I will still be around
By your side  ♫