He called me at 9am to come get his stuff. I was shocked he was so ready to get everything wrapped up, and he was surprisingly sweet about it. NO fighting, and when i cried he wiped away my tears. We agree its for the best and he said if i need to talk to him i can..so its not like last time where he refused to speak to me. Who knows what will happen from here.
I cried almost the entire time he was here and for about half an hour after he left then decided to just go to bed. i slept until probably about half an hour ago when a friend messaged me to ask if i wanted to go to the store with her, so i got up walked my dog and got ready. I need to keep my shit together now that ive come this far. Foods ready...this is hard, but easy at the same time. I guess ill post again later.
"Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward."~ Unknown
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