Dueces

Somehow i think I've gotten writers block in the last couple days. I've come to the blank screen of a new blog nearly 20 times and every time i have no idea what to say, but i don't want to get out of the habit of blogging so here goes my aimless ramblings.

Lately i have been VERY unsatisfied with the way things are in my life and i guess the idea of getting a new job, my tax return, and financial aid all at about the same time makes changes a bit more available. So i started making plans to redecorate my bedroom, and pay forward a couple things and take a big chunk out of my rent. I figured all that would take stresses out of my life and help me successfully move forward. Then i woke up this morning and one of my best friends suggested going to Vegas in her blog...lets just say it sounds so much better for a life changing event than all the stuff i had planned. But its pretty much one or the other, because i definitely don't have the money to do both. I can throw down like 6 or 700 for the trip, or i was planning on using 375 for myself....

So here's the choice: responsible or fun? Either way i will do something to change my life and make it more relaxed and enjoyable. One way will be a cheaper variety of changes combined to help make the immediate future easier to deal with and possible give me a leg up.... the other is one trip, a nice vacation loaded with drunk and crazy times to jump start my 'new life'. The first choice sounds like the smartest but when will i have the chance to go to Vegas with my lokobitch?! Vegas is a once-in-a-lifetime-do-it-while-you-can kinda things, and we have been planning to go since she last came back (which was forever ago) and the problem has always been i never have the money. So what better time than now?!