Rhyme or reason

Everything happens for a reason. To my friends who are (and have been) here when i need them, thank you so much. None of you will understand just how much it means to me. Tonight, i almost broke down and called him but i reached out to my friends and got a great response and now i don't feel alone. He read my blog today... and understandably he was deeply hurt and he left. he told me we were seriously over. I left work an hour before i intended to because i couldn't control my emotions and i wanted to try to manage the situation...which didn't work. so i tried just continuing what i was planning on doing today as if he was just busy. Class went well, i really like the teacher and i know a couple people in the class so that's nice. i have work in 8 hours. another sleepless night. i miss him but i feel like we need this break and i should leave him be. but i want him to know i love him dearly. i guess whatever is meant to be will be.