twenty four

Natty Jo just got back from his first day at his mma kickboxing class with jay. Jay strongly disagrees with us being together, so much so that he has recently strongly suggested that Natty Jo walk away without question because supposedly "im playing him". He just came back with Natty Jo asking to use my shower...being the nice person that i am, i said yes...Natty jo told him to take one first because he wanted to spend a few minuutes with me. However we're already starting to fight. I feel like tomorrow is gonna be a day full of fighting. He isnt gonna care what day of the year it is...its not gonna matter if hes mad about absolutely nothing then we're still gonna fight. All i can do is pray that im wrong, pray that all of my efforts to keep the peace dont suddenly explode in my face...but i feel it coming, its about time for it to happen. things can only be good between us for a limited time before we start to fight again. 47 minutes until my birthday...i guess ill be posting again soon.