Today was an unusual day. JB canceled his plans with Annie and stayed with me last night instead, that made me very happy. This morning he left to visit with Savar again, im trying to just think of him as a friend to make it easier for me to not care who he hangs out with. After he left i decided to go to class with jwoww, which was actually pretty entertaining. We came home, and i proceeded to put together a resume for a job at the mall as a receptionist for the nail salon. i actually just got home from turning it in.
i feel good about the way things are going right now. I feel like im making progress where my life is concerned when JB has less to do with it and funny enough i think he feels the same way. I was talking to Jwoww about it and how i think JB is a very attractive, nice guy and that all in all he is exactly what i want in a man, there are just some hurdles we have to jump first and clear the road off a little.
im not sure if he's the one im suppose to be with or not, in some ways im okay with the idea of ending up with him and in other ways im hopeful that someone else will come along. The motto for this year is be here now...im not gonna worry about any of that mess. Im just gonna worry about what i have to do today, and when tomorrow gets here i'll deal with it. Until then, theres nothing i can do about it! So i leave it all in Gods hands and honestly it makes my life a whole lot easier!
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